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    Loss Love

    Dear Mason

    September 30, 2017

    It was six years ago today when we had to say hello and goodbye. It has been six long years of not being able to hold you, laugh with you and raise you. So many dreams were taken away from us in mere seconds. I always thought that as the years passed this day would get easier. It hasn’t gotten easier; it just gets different. Some years we have released balloons for you. One year we did a remembrance walk.…

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  • Loss Love Uncategorized

    Goodbye Percy

    Today was a day I have been dreading for quite some time now. Today was the day that we let our Percy go. I wish things would have been different and we could have…

    January 30, 2017
  • Loss

    Today I will just be

    Today is my son’s fifth Birthday. I have been wracking my brain with ways to honor him. In the past we have done a balloon release and a remembrance walk. This year I am…

    September 30, 2016
  • Loss

    Mason’s Tree

    We had gotten a tree to remember Mason by shortly after he was born. We knew that we were not going to stay in the house we were living in so we decided to…

    November 28, 2015
  • Loss

    Say his name

    When you have a child that passes there are tons of thoughts that you have in your mind. One thing that I never thought about right away is how I would not be saying…

    October 3, 2015
  • Loss Love

    Happy Birthday in Heaven

    I can’t believe it has been four years. Today we should be celebrating your fourth Birthday with a big party and lots of awesome presents. I should be scratching my head as to how…

    September 30, 2015
  • Loss

    The empty swing

    When you lose a child you have so many thoughts go through your head. One of the thoughts that I still have is the life that I had been anticipating for my son. When…

    September 15, 2015
  • Blogging Cancer Loss

    Sometimes Life is Just Hard

    I really wanted to title this “Sometimes life is just extremely fu**ing hard” but I figured it might be too whiny.  So I settled on the above title.  Get ready for lots of whine…

    September 13, 2015
  • Loss

    Pregnancy after a loss

    Ahhh the stick has two lines, the blood test is positive and that wonderful pregnancy feeling is back. Normally this is a very happy and exciting time for people. It was for us for…

    April 28, 2015